This morning, I arose late, and as I walked into the kitchen, there was my husband having breakfast. He greeted me, and told me he had made me breakfast too, and then said that he had a story to read to me. I had a feeling I knew what kind of a story he wanted me to hear, because I had been going through a lot recently with family issues, and I had felt torn apart, and very sad by what was happening. This story was perfect for me, and reminded me of things I already knew, but I needed to be reminded once again. I also knew that this story would help give peace to a family member of mine, who is suffering, broken and in great pain.
I share this story with you too, because if you want to be happy in your own life, then you too must forgive. Parts of this story was taken from a talk by James E. Faust and the whole talk can be found at this link: https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2007/04/the-healing-power-of-forgiveness?lang=eng
I share this story with you too, because if you want to be happy in your own life, then you too must forgive. Parts of this story was taken from a talk by James E. Faust and the whole talk can be found at this link: https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2007/04/the-healing-power-of-forgiveness?lang=eng
Story of the Amish Tragedy
"In the beautiful hills of Pennsylvania, a devout group of
people, live a simple life without automobiles, electricity, or modern
machinery. They work hard and live quiet, peaceful lives separate from the
world. Most of their food comes from their own farms. The women sew and knit
and weave their clothing, which is modest and plain. They are known as the
Amish people.
A 32-year-old milk truck driver lived with his family in their Nickel
Mines community. He was not Amish, but his pickup route took him to many Amish
dairy farms, where he became known as the quiet milkman. Last October he
suddenly lost all reason and control. In his tormented mind he blamed God for
the death of his first child and some unsubstantiated memories. He stormed into
the Amish school without any provocation, released the boys and adults, and
tied up 10 girls. He shot the girls, killing five and wounding five. Then he
took his own life.
This shocking violence caused great anguish among the
Amish but no anger. There was hurt but no hate. Their forgiveness
was immediate. Collectively they began to reach out to the milkman’s suffering
family. As the milkman’s family gathered in his home the day after the
shootings, an Amish neighbor came over, wrapped his arms around the father of
the dead gunman, and said, “We will forgive you.” Amish
leaders visited the milkman’s wife and children to extend their sympathy, their forgiveness,
their help, and their love. About half of the mourners at the milkman’s funeral
were Amish. In turn, the Amish invited the milkman’s family to attend the
funeral services of the girls who had been killed. A remarkable peace settled
on the Amish as their faith sustained them during this crisis.
One local resident very eloquently summed up the
aftermath of this tragedy when he said, “We
were all speaking the same language, and not just English, but a language of
caring, a language of community, [and] a language of service, And, a language
of forgiveness.” It
was an amazing outpouring of their belief in the Saviors teachings in the
Sermon on the Mount: “Do good to them
that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you.”
The
family of the milkman who killed the five girls released the following
statement to the public:
“To our Amish
friends, neighbors, and local community:
“Our family wants
each of you to know that we are overwhelmed by the forgiveness, grace, and
mercy that you’ve extended to us. Your love for our family has helped to
provide the healing we so desperately need. The prayers, flowers, cards, and
gifts you’ve given have touched our hearts in a way no words can describe. Your
compassion has reached beyond our family, beyond our community, and is changing
our world, and for this we sincerely thank you.
“Please know that
our hearts have been broken by all that has happened. We are filled with sorrow
for all of our Amish neighbors whom we have loved and continue to love. We know
that there are many hard days ahead for all the families who lost loved ones,
and so we will continue to put our hope and trust in the God of all comfort, as
we all seek to rebuild our lives.”
How could the whole Amish group show such an expression
of forgiveness? Hearing of this tragedy, many people sent money to the Amish to
pay for the health care of the five surviving girls and for the burial expenses
of the five who were killed. As a further demonstration of their discipleship,
the Amish decided to share some of the money with the widow of the milkman and
her three children because they too were victims of this terrible tragedy.
Forgiveness is not always instantaneous as it was with
the Amish. When innocent children have been molested or killed, most of us do
not think first about forgiveness. Our natural response is anger. We may even
feel justified in wanting to “get even” with anyone who inflicts injury on us
or our family.
“Forgiveness is
freeing up and putting to better use the energy once consumed by holding grudges,
harboring resentments, and nursing unhealed wounds. It is rediscovering the
strengths we always had and relocating our limitless capacity to understand and
accept other people and ourselves.” -
Dr. Sidney Simon-
Most of us need time to work through pain and loss. We can find all kinds of reasons to postpone
forgiveness, waiting for the wrongdoer to repent before we forgive them, but
delaying causes us to forgo the happiness and peace that could be ours,
because we waited.
Some people hold grudges for a lifetime, not realizing
that forgiving others who have wronged us is therapeutic and liberating. Forgiveness enables people to look beyond
themselves, and withstand the worst and ugliest of humanity.
If we can find forgiveness in our hearts for
those who have caused us hurt or injury, we will rise to a higher level of
self-esteem and well-being. Studies show that people who forgive, are
“less angry, more hopeful, less depressed, less anxious and less stressed, and
understand that forgiveness is a liberating gift that people can give
themselves.”
A woman who was going through a painful divorce received
some really good advice. It was to “Keep
a place in your heart for forgiveness, and when it comes, welcome it.”
We all need to acknowledge our angry feelings, and realize it will
take a great deal of humility to ask God to help us be able to forgive. It takes even more humility to ask God to
forgive ourselves of all those things we did to deserve what we are feeling, as
a result of our own past bad behavior or bad choices. Since the Lord requires
us to forgive everyone, He knows that this will rid our own lives of the hatred
and bitterness that comes through harboring anger. We cannot be responsible however, if others
do not forgive, and sadly their lives will be consumed with anger, guile and
bitterness, which certainly takes more effort to keep those feelings going,
than to just forgive, move on, and find peace once again. Some people may never
forgive, but those who do, will be able to find once again, the happiness that
was missing from harboring all those negative feelings.
We all need to remember that if we want to be forgiven,
we first must forgive, and let the healing power that comes through
forgiveness, set our hearts free.
If you are reading this, I want you to know
that as a mother, I have had to forgive like the Amish, my own family members whose
choices have hurt me in the past. Strong
words, bad behavior and deeds, could have made my heart hardened and destroyed important
relationships with my family. An old
friend once said something that has stayed with me
for years. She said, “God made our
shoulders round, so things could roll off them.” The longer we let the boulders
of hurt stack up, the more weighted down we become, until ultimately we are so
bogged down, we cannot even walk. As we
let them go, and “roll off” one by one, that weight and burden becomes lighter
and turns into a liberating force for us, and once again, we can feel peace. This is the peace that comes from asking for
forgiveness for our own mistakes in life we had made, as well as asking for the
Lords help to enable us to forgive others.
If you want to be happy, no let me rephrase that, 'If you want to be truly happy, then you must forgive. First, Forgive others, and second, ask for forgiveness from God for your own issues. If you will do this, then you can find peace in your soul, your hardened heart will soften, and you will truly be a happier person.